Hi guys,
Hehehe... Owccay, i know... it tooks me reaaaaallly long to start a new post... I wasn't really in the mood of writing. My semester came to the end, the holiday just started, and I'm going back home this coming Monday. HuHuHuraaayyy!!! Really can't wait for the day.. For me, this was a critical week, I got a case study to finish up before leaving and I only spending like 4 hours in the week to work on it. Well, the education system should take a note; it's not a good idea to load the students when the holidays is just around the corner, cause a student like me will not bothered to do it well when all I could be thinking is Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie... and not forgotten 'IKAN BAKAR' :P Heheheh...
To date, i am still uncertain about 'Why Am I here?'.. this is another ambiguous phase of my life when everything is vague and uncertain.. To be frank with you guys, there's nothing much differences studying in local uni or in UK. I would say it as after-effects of British colonization for hundreds years in Tanah Melayu.. hehe.. For those from USM (especially engineering campus), it's significantly similar, although not exactly the same. The projects offered for next year are sucks. I mean, come on.. is that the best choices you can offer?? Nothing that really really grab my interest and the suckest part is that my friend in USM who is doing her master right now is actually doing a project which i am dying to do (maybe i'm a bit exaggerating.. but i just want to make sure that my resume looks good next year.. :P).. I don't know, maybe i'm just stuck in the wrong course, wrong country, wrong weather and dozens other unsupposingly happend kind of of situation. What much could i say? I choose to be here and i am nearly halfway through it.. i just need to complete my race *sigh*. I don't mean to be ungrateful, but there are times when your choice turn up not to be something that you want and somehow you just have to hold on for the sake of survival. Emmm... Did i mention i have a stupid heater? Well, I HAVE A STUPID HEATER! It doesn't even function as a heater.. more like a slow cooling aircond (grrr...).. i can't imagine how am i going to get a good sleep next month...uhuk2...
Few days ago I watched a movie 'The Nanny Diaries' (it was just a laid back movie) and at the end the Nanny wrote in her diary, 'u must immerse yourself in unfamiliar world in truly understand your own'. It's worth to believe though.. Being here taught me there's no other places that I want to be other than to be with my love ones. Not because i'm just married and i'm carried away with love.. but it's real. The journey let me understand the ultimate goal i want in my life, it is just a matter to take the right path and walk through until i put the end of it.
Emm.. it's late already.. i better get good rest for tomorrow.. owhh.. I'm going to London tomorrow and will catch my flight on early monday morning. To my KBs, i'll see you guys after raya haji (gossippp noksss...sukerr!!). and to my beloved hubby, i can't wait to see you on Tuesday... :D Yeeeehhaaaaa...
This is my last post before my long break.. don't miss me ya!!..
Muahssss.....
Hehehe... Owccay, i know... it tooks me reaaaaallly long to start a new post... I wasn't really in the mood of writing. My semester came to the end, the holiday just started, and I'm going back home this coming Monday. HuHuHuraaayyy!!! Really can't wait for the day.. For me, this was a critical week, I got a case study to finish up before leaving and I only spending like 4 hours in the week to work on it. Well, the education system should take a note; it's not a good idea to load the students when the holidays is just around the corner, cause a student like me will not bothered to do it well when all I could be thinking is Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie... and not forgotten 'IKAN BAKAR' :P Heheheh...
To date, i am still uncertain about 'Why Am I here?'.. this is another ambiguous phase of my life when everything is vague and uncertain.. To be frank with you guys, there's nothing much differences studying in local uni or in UK. I would say it as after-effects of British colonization for hundreds years in Tanah Melayu.. hehe.. For those from USM (especially engineering campus), it's significantly similar, although not exactly the same. The projects offered for next year are sucks. I mean, come on.. is that the best choices you can offer?? Nothing that really really grab my interest and the suckest part is that my friend in USM who is doing her master right now is actually doing a project which i am dying to do (maybe i'm a bit exaggerating.. but i just want to make sure that my resume looks good next year.. :P).. I don't know, maybe i'm just stuck in the wrong course, wrong country, wrong weather and dozens other unsupposingly happend kind of of situation. What much could i say? I choose to be here and i am nearly halfway through it.. i just need to complete my race *sigh*. I don't mean to be ungrateful, but there are times when your choice turn up not to be something that you want and somehow you just have to hold on for the sake of survival. Emmm... Did i mention i have a stupid heater? Well, I HAVE A STUPID HEATER! It doesn't even function as a heater.. more like a slow cooling aircond (grrr...).. i can't imagine how am i going to get a good sleep next month...uhuk2...
Few days ago I watched a movie 'The Nanny Diaries' (it was just a laid back movie) and at the end the Nanny wrote in her diary, 'u must immerse yourself in unfamiliar world in truly understand your own'. It's worth to believe though.. Being here taught me there's no other places that I want to be other than to be with my love ones. Not because i'm just married and i'm carried away with love.. but it's real. The journey let me understand the ultimate goal i want in my life, it is just a matter to take the right path and walk through until i put the end of it.
Emm.. it's late already.. i better get good rest for tomorrow.. owhh.. I'm going to London tomorrow and will catch my flight on early monday morning. To my KBs, i'll see you guys after raya haji (gossippp noksss...sukerr!!). and to my beloved hubby, i can't wait to see you on Tuesday... :D Yeeeehhaaaaa...
This is my last post before my long break.. don't miss me ya!!..
Muahssss.....
