I'm coming home.. to the place where i belong...

Hi guys,

Hehehe... Owccay, i know... it tooks me reaaaaallly long to start a new post... I wasn't really in the mood of writing. My semester came to the end, the holiday just started, and I'm going back home this coming Monday. HuHuHuraaayyy!!! Really can't wait for the day.. For me, this was a critical week, I got a case study to finish up before leaving and I only spending like 4 hours in the week to work on it. Well, the education system should take a note; it's not a good idea to load the students when the holidays is just around the corner, cause a student like me will not bothered to do it well when all I could be thinking is Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie, Monday, Muzzie... and not forgotten 'IKAN BAKAR' :P Heheheh...

To date, i am still uncertain about 'Why Am I here?'.. this is another ambiguous phase of my life when everything is vague and uncertain.. To be frank with you guys, there's nothing much differences studying in local uni or in UK. I would say it as after-effects of British colonization for hundreds years in Tanah Melayu.. hehe.. For those from USM (especially engineering campus), it's significantly similar, although not exactly the same. The projects offered for next year are sucks. I mean, come on.. is that the best choices you can offer?? Nothing that really really grab my interest and the suckest part is that my friend in USM who is doing her master right now is actually doing a project which i am dying to do (maybe i'm a bit exaggerating.. but i just want to make sure that my resume looks good next year.. :P).. I don't know, maybe i'm just stuck in the wrong course, wrong country, wrong weather and dozens other unsupposingly happend kind of of situation. What much could i say? I choose to be here and i am nearly halfway through it.. i just need to complete my race *sigh*. I don't mean to be ungrateful, but there are times when your choice turn up not to be something that you want and somehow you just have to hold on for the sake of survival. Emmm... Did i mention i have a stupid heater? Well, I HAVE A STUPID HEATER! It doesn't even function as a heater.. more like a slow cooling aircond (grrr...).. i can't imagine how am i going to get a good sleep next month...uhuk2...

Few days ago I watched a movie 'The Nanny Diaries' (it was just a laid back movie) and at the end the Nanny wrote in her diary, 'u must immerse yourself in unfamiliar world in truly understand your own'. It's worth to believe though.. Being here taught me there's no other places that I want to be other than to be with my love ones. Not because i'm just married and i'm carried away with love.. but it's real. The journey let me understand the ultimate goal i want in my life, it is just a matter to take the right path and walk through until i put the end of it.

Emm.. it's late already.. i better get good rest for tomorrow.. owhh.. I'm going to London tomorrow and will catch my flight on early monday morning. To my KBs, i'll see you guys after raya haji (gossippp noksss...sukerr!!). and to my beloved hubby, i can't wait to see you on Tuesday... :D Yeeeehhaaaaa...

This is my last post before my long break.. don't miss me ya!!..

Muahssss.....

not a real update.. uh uh...

Was thinking to write, but am not really in a mood for a 'real update'... so, i'll just keep it for the next posting :P.... soon, hopefully...

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Ada sapa berani mati nak kasi lembu ciummm!! Akaakakak.... :P

Tata uolsssss.... muah2

Mother to be.... :D

HOH!!!..

Seprais sangat kan title i ari ni... akakaka... there are mother-be-be, but it's not me yet... hehehhe.. ... I got a wonderful news from a close fren of mine this morning... HER UPT POSITIVE (yeke? ke ko cek Dr?? ahahaha)... anyway, it doesn't matter, the point is SHE'S PREGNANT ... this make it 2 of my close close friend will be having a baby in the middle of next year.. I am so happy for you guys! I pun tak sabar nak kasi kawan kat anak-anak korang (*sambil kenyit-kenyit mata kat muzzie.. :D*blush*).. wakakakak... i saw this cool baby calender animation last time, it tells you every progress made by your fetus.. enjoy it and enjoy the feeling to become a mother (tuk Ojah, nasib la kan ko takleh joli lebih2 dah terlekat kan :P.. akakakaka).. I hope both of you will take a good care of yourself and the baby....

Nantikan kehadiran baby KAMI pulakkkk OCCAYY!!! Insya Allah....

Baka ceria sangat kan junior-junior kitaorang nanti... Star kan!!Wakakakaka...

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Somewhere Out There.....

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true...

God gave you two legs to walk, two hands to hold, two ears to hear, two eyes to see.
But why did he give you only one Heart? 
Probably because He wants you to look for the other one.

apdet tanpa motiff... agagaga

Hamboi hamboi sangat kan dekat Ojah.. Sungguh-sungguh semalam chit chat suh update blog kan.. aku yg tengah pening kepala minggu ni gigih la memenuhi permintaan KB2 aku ni...(bukan cam ojah, tengah gigih nak meng'isi'kan perut... wakakakaka... maaf noooo). .. Owh, tuk ejah.. aku tak sanggup la nak letak video Pak Tiri ko (MB Pahang itewwww) tengok muka die bagaikan melihat seekor beruk tempang yang menyerupai KJ..

Ari ni aku tensik, so apdet aku apdet kurang ilmiah sket la yer... kakaka.. aku rasa nak nyuruk bawah katil pun ada sebab subjek aku minggu ni la subjek pertama yang aku pi klas tapi tak paham apa... ko tak rasa nak pitam?? Huhuhuhu.. dah la tetiba lecturer tu suh pikap 'organic chemistry' pulaaaaakkkkkk.. ya ammmpuuuunnnnn sangatss.. huhuhu... aku kan menanam cita2 takmo bawak balik hutang, tapi sambil menanam cita2 tu, aku balik klas duk layan spa-Q (*oppsss..matila bocor rahsia)... koserrr sangatss kan.. wakakakakak...

Berangan diva sangat kan derang sumer ni pose.. dari mula citer ni sampai skarang pun aku duk kutuk giler citer ni.. dah la aku tak nampak lagi motif citer die selain kisah2 lelaki yang mengecewakan dan kehidupan typical Melayu kayo ngan berangan kayo... mekap tebal lak tu.. kakakak... paling tak tahan scene tido sume pakai mekap, pastu kekadang mekap yg semlam sambung tuk scene sok pagi.. wakakaka... mesti pengarah die berjimat kannnnnnn.. wahahahah... Manjalara gak yang best!! kan ejah kannnnnnnnnn (ejah tak pernah miss, sebab die kasi moral support kat abg Jehan die.. kakkakaka...) aku kutuk-kutuk pun aku tgk gak spa-Q ni.. citer ni gile ke aku yang giler.. huhuhu.. mebi aku suke tengok sebab pastu aku leh kutuk lagi kot... kakakakak... MOTIFFF???

Dr Mair..

Star ker omputih ni?? agagaga... Aaa ni aku nak was sesi introduksi ngan lecturer aku minggu ni... Yang bagi aku pening kepala.. ni ha Dr yg kat atas ni... aku memang tak paham apa die citer dalam klas minggu ni, skema tul gambar die... tp ada Dr yg lagi skema, Dr tu suka pakai tie ada corak kambing biri-biri.. kekekeke... walaupun tie die berbiri2, tp die ajar aku paham.. takpe jugak... Sebbaik Dr Mair ni kasi aku safety glass RSCnyer... Freeeeeeee.... kot chemical meletup pun tak pecah gamaknyer.. hahahah.. trus tak jadi nak kutuk lebih... Rasuah sangat kan... wakakakakak....

Tapi Dr peberet aku adalahhhhhhhhhhhhh.... jeng.. jeng... jennnnnggggg...

Prof Lovell!!!

Manis kan senyumannyer... wakakakakak.... geli ati aku... aku suker die ngajor, sebab cam bapak2... ahahahah... Ko tak paham 20 kali pun ko tnya die tak marah... bengap sangat kan kalau kena tanya sampai 20 kali... huhuhuh.. bila aku tengok die ngajar, aku teringat kat lecturer aku masa kat USM dulu... Prof Luay (sape keje intel, die selalu gak gi PG12 kasi talk pasal new materials, metallurgy apa segala).. Dr Luay tu macam teddy bear kan ATONNNN... hahaha.. korang bayangkan sendiri la teddy bear cute ke teddy bear ngeri... kakkakaak...

Aku nak tanya Kish, TENGOK KA 'AIR MATA MARIA'?????? ahahahahahaha....

Tata kengkawannnnnnn..... Muah2...

Ko ni annoying kaannnn???

Aaaa.. ari ni walaupun tengah gigih menyiapkan assigment aku yg nak kena antar esok ni, aku nak apdet gak satu kisah yang aku rasa dah lama aku tak experience... Grrrrrr....

Alkisahnya begini... Ari ni my class start at 12 noon... 12-1 pm break 2 hours then 3-4pm (Motiff kasi breakkk 2 jam??? kalau wat klas direk aku dah leh masak rendang dah wat makan malam.. huhuhuh..) So during the break hours i pegi la lepak ngan my fren, Zainab (bukan nama sebenar) ni kat computer lab skol die.. Skol die ngn mine quite close la... klu die ada klas mmg jmp masa lunch time... tu pun kalau sama time..

Pastu sambil aku lepak2 makan roti yg laki dia bekalkan kat dia (opsss... wakakakak... die offer aku makan laaa.. bukan aku perabih), kami gossip gossip, sembang topik harga pasaran barang dapur yg murah :P dsbnyer, tetiba 'KB' dia datang... (aku yg declare KB dia.. dia tak pun.. nak pitam lagi ada..wakakakak)...

Sampai-sampai kat kitaorang sambil sengih2 kerang terbakar, lantas KB die trus berkata, "Ko bagi dia guna komputer sini ke??" Sedapkan salam die?? Aku tak guna pun, bukan aku leh log in pun kat skol dia... Kalau nak guna pun bersepah komputer kat skol aku, kat bilik laptop lagi ada... perlu ker numpang komputer lab orang?? Tapi andai kata kalau orang luar nak guna pun, kena ke tanya dengan gaya musykil2-perli? Ada dekat 10 lagi komputer unoccupied, bleh pilih nak yang mana.. Tapi, aku tak kisah lagi, sebab sebelum ni member aku dah penah citer pun course mate die pelik-pelik dan aku pun pernah saksikan kepelikan-kepelikan itewww...

Pastu borak-borak, aku tak borak sangat ngn KB tu, Zainab la duk layan.. Pastu die kuarkan statement, "Kat sini memang macam ni ker? Bising la!" Tempat tu pun nama computer lab, sebelah die tu discussion foyer... What do you expect?? Orang diskas pakai ym kaaaa?? Pastu terus si Zainab ni balas, "Ko kalau nak senyap ko pegi la duduk library.." Boleyyy!! Hahahaha... (aku nak gelak time tu, tapi tak sampai ati)..

Lepas sedikit kelaseran dari kak Zainab itew, kitaorang sembang2 lagi.. pasal nak seludup ikan bilis dari mesia la, tiket flight apa segala tiba-tiba ngan confidentnyer KB itu menyampuk, "Eh, nak balik mesia ker?" aku angguk.. "Ko budak master kan? course setahun kan? Laaaa... buat aper nyer yang nak balik mesia.. tahun depan bleh balik. Orang cuti pegi la berjalan mana-mana ker... ni balik mesia!" ngan gaya sarcastic cam aku dak hingusan je.. Muka aku dah bertukar, aku jawab "saja suka-suka balik"... tapi cam besa la kan.. aku ni kalau orang carik pasal aku cakap sket je, tapi expression muka aku 4 batu dah bleh tau.. Lagipun aku pikir die JAUH LAGI TUA daripada aku, malas la nak wat kurang ajar...

Aku sambung "time tu winter, nak jalan apa sangat".. Kalau nak gi jalan pun, mesti la area within UK or kayo sket gi Paris ke, lagi kayo gi Switzerland ke Spain ker. Tapi siang lebih kurang je plus minus, baper jam la sangat nak cerah pun.. dah la kena angkut baju sejuk cam nak giler, satu keje lak.. dan tambahan lak aku memang tak baper suke sejuk-sejuk ni (lain la kalau ada 'pemanas'.. wkakakkaka) Kalau aku nak travel baik aku gi time spring or summer. Ambik gambar pun chantikkk!!..

Tapi main pointnyer, yang ko kay-po apasal, DUIT TIKET AKU, KO KE YANG BAYAR??

Pastu ku sangkakan keannoyingan nyer itew telah berakhir.. tapi tidak... kali ni topik perbualan aku ngan Zainab pasal blog... Dia cakap laki dia suka baca blog aku, best katanya (walaupun aku tak tau best kat mana).... wkakakakka... star kan dapat compliment pembaca setia... aku terharu (*sambil kesat air mata). Zainab tanya, dah lama ke aku blog.. Aku cakap, "tak arr.. start masa baru datang sini la.." tetiba KB yang confident tu menyampuk lagi "ala... bukan ape tu, mesti dah boring takde keje" dengan gaya confident diva lalu bangun nak pi beli coffee.. Aku tak paham ape masalah die.. Mau buat blog jugak kah?? sila la, aku bukan cam KJ cakap bloggers beruk!!...

Dalam mood aku yang dah berubah rasa nak geget2 itew, aku sekadar melayan sembang-sembang kosong ngan Zainab.. Sebbaik Zainab ni sekepala ngan aku (bukan senang nak carik orang sekepala kat sini).. pastu Zainab citer la pasal laki dia suka main komputer game... Ari-ari main game (stended la orang laki kan).. die kata nanti balik mesia laki dia nak bawak mai PS2, tapi pastu nanti kena la carik TV plak... Tetiba KB prihatin itew bertanya, "ko tak de TV ke? Korang duduk Uni Hall kan? takde TV ek..?" Zainab menjawab, "aah takde (ekceli ader, tapi bilik TV yang ramai2 tu la)... tapi aku tak kisah sangat sbb memang bukan suka tengok TV pun"..

"Eeeehh.. korang bleh ke duduk takde TV.. tak buhsan ker.. ya Allah... bla2..." pastu aku menjawab, "selama ni ok je, online kan banyak"... KB tu jawab, "online tu lain"... Lain sangats kan..... Kalau dah TV tu ada tvonline, tak ke sama macam ko tengok TV... takkan tengok mak yong lak!.. Maklum la, dia duk rumah.. ada TV.. Kalau takde TV taleh idup.... tapi aku nak cakap,

KALAU KO TAKLEH IDUP TANPA KICAP KIPAS UDANG, TAK SEMESTINYA AKU PUN TAKLEH IDUP TANPA KICAP KIPAS UDANGGGG!!

What u think is not necessary comply with what i think, OCCAY!! Aku tak kisah pun kalau orang nak kay-po ke ape, but there is a way of discoursing your thought... and that is called a 'COMMUNICATION SKILL'!!

Oklah kengkawan, aku nak tido dulu.. sok klas kul 9 pagi lak.. Huuuwaaaaa....

Daaaaa....

Break sekejapssss....

Uolllsssss.... I bihhhzzziiiii.... Assigment banyak la pulak minggu ni... kena kejor yop kejor.. agagagag ... so, enggak buleh apdet dulu... Korang berhiburlah ngan akak Fergie yerrrr.... saper nak prektis karaoke pun blehhhh... CLUMSY sangatssss!!! Muah2..

How true is it??

Hi there... :)

My eyes caught with the Utusan Online headline today entitled "Agong kesal dakwaan baginda sokong perhimpunan 10/11" by Bernama. However, I'm not surprise; it was rather expected, as this is the inherrited heroic-style of Malaysia goverment when trying to manipulating facts.... unfortunately, they are just pleaassssssiiinnggg themselvessss.. (what a pity...)

So, why don't you guys spend some of your precious time and digest what the eyes does not see and Bohong! Bohong! Bohong!...

Pak Lah.. u just put the party significantly low, cheap and desperate.... can't you please do something right???

RPK... you RAWK!!!

Owh, BTW.. i assumed this is not published by the mainstream media regarding the rally.


Hmmm.... He walk the talk... I'm actually speechless... For those true Malaysians who bore the responsibilities in demanding a true democratic country on 10-eleven.. I owe you a BIG THANKS!! May the blessing be with you...

Cheers guys...

Al Jazeera - BERSIH Forum

At last, dah ada... Heeeee.. :D (penat i tunggu mau tengok)


This is a forum conducted by Al Jazeera to diccuss related issue regarding 10-eleven... The speakers are KJ, Zam's twin brother and Malik Imtiaz Sarwar (Human Rights Lawyer) and chaired by Teymoor Nabili.

Owh, a note for KJ and Nazri... YOU GUYS ARE LIVING IN DENIAL!!!

101 East AL Jazeera (1/4)


101 East Al Jazeera (2/4)


101 East Al Jazeera (3/4)


101 East Al Jazeera (4/4)


* kudos for matsputnik for the video

Here are some points that i summarize from the video :

1) "It was entirely a peaceful protest until the POLICE came along and sprayed chemicals into the faces of hundreds and hundreds protestent" said by the reporter. Previously, the authority asserted that this rally caused traffic hassle and jeoperdize the public safety. What a lame accusation?? Paling lawak, statement Najib ari tu mengganggu peniagaaa.. Huahuahua... Takleh pikir alasan cerdik sket kah??

2) Nazri u can't even answer a simple question by the chairperson "Where is the line between FORCE and NON-FORCE?" (you are pathetic man!) and KJ, you are just maneuvering your points, not smart enuff for an Oxfard graduate, huh.. (i read that he graduated with CGPA 2.26, akakaka... wallahualam..)

3) Guys, listen carefully on the permit issue in the 3rd video. PM said that the media can regulate themselves in the future (silly me if i think that's true). We all know that we have been feed with the pro goverment main stream media for decades, so i doubt that he dare to fullfill his own words (macam janji nak banteras rasuah dulu la... sonyappp jooo). Or maybe he meant the media can regulate themselves BUT with a new permit regulations which eventually controlled by the goverment. Dear PM and the corrupted cabinets, you are ruining your own nation.. why aren't Malaysian a competitive nation? It's because the goverment closed the loop for the people to think freely. There should be a fair field for the goverment and oppositions to battle.. therefore in the end of the day the people are able to make their choice wisely.. not blindfoldedly!.. Sir, the new Malaysians has grown up.. We don't simply do what was told to do, we observe, we evaluate and we act.. Please wake up from your comfort zone, Sir *sigh*....

4) Malik made a good point when he said BERSIH is the initiative of the civil society organization which also comprises the goverment and opposition parties (UMNO is not restricted to join the rally. Then, why aren't they?*bodoh kan soklan ni.. huuhu..*) But if UMNO choose to be there, will the rally be claimed as a smokescreen from the oppositions??

Credits to Teymoor for a well conduct forum and Malik for a brilliant deliverables (Malik muka skema-skema comel... kekekek :D). However, I am disgraced with the way KJ and Nazri representing the goverment and Malaysia itself. They are arrogant, over-protective and narrow minded...

Lastly guys, LET'S THE YELLOW WAVE PREVAIL!!

Daaaaaaaa...... ;)

Wayar putus...

Hmmm.. well, I'm thingking of nagging about BERSIH rally again.. right now... at this moment .. sambil makan mee bandung ngan jus epal nih :D (star kan ada mee bandung kat UK).. heheh.. Nasib korang la klu nak baca (and mebi for another couple of entries :P).. huhu.. MY BLOG, MY RULES!... wakakaka... Bukan apa, I'm attracted with the interesting responses i saw from some of our goverment leaders, the oppositions, the free preachers and main crowd itself regarding the historical rally last Saturday.


So, after the Engrish 'rap'ed interviewed between Al-Jazeera and Zam yesterday, his twin brother Nazri made a cliche-immature-senseless speech in the Parliment today. If you miss it, you can just search from youtube, coz i dun want to colour my blog with too many cheap jokers around.. however i'll share some of his inferior prattles as reported by The Sun therefore you can get the idea of my bedevil speech as we go on.. :P


He said, and I quote :

"There is no other way to describe the move by Bersih and opposition political parties such as Parti Keadilan Rakyat (PKR) and DAP for organising and participating in the gathering, he said in reply to a supplementary question from Che Azmi Abdul Rahman (BN-Kuala Nerus) in the Dewan Rakyat (Parliament) today.

"How can we say that there is no fairness? I can understand that if (Datuk Seri) Anwar Ibrahim lost the election and said that it was not fair. This is after winning and yet he says it is not fair. That is why I say that they are suffering from 'wayar putus' in their head."

Nazri said the gathering was organised by the Opposition as a "smokescreen to their expected loss in the next (general) election".


My comment :

BERSIH rally is not only exclaimed by the opposition political parties and civil society organisations but it was a tremendous prevailed by thousands other people who were aware of their rights and craving for veracious potrays of the true democratic country. Those people choose to be apart of BERSIH because they want to... there were no free lunch, no free petrol, no free tolls, no free hotels and etc.. yet they were willing to travel all across Malaysia to ensure that they are heard... and they did.. :)

During the rally, the only flag being hoisted was our 'JALUR GEMILANG'.. not the opposition's.. Cause those people are enduring their country not the parties.. whether the opposition parties has a hidden agenda towards this, i believe it is an individual observation and justification (we all have brains, rite..). If the goverment is not threaten by the nation support, then why can't they just allowed the rally legally.. it's just a submission of memorandum pun.. cam posmen antar surat, tapi RAMAAAAAIIII!!!



He said more, and i quote:

"They are going to lose, and they are going to lose badly in the next elections," he said."So, when they lose later, they can blame the Election Commission for not being fair."


My comment :

I'm wondering if he already has the election results... huhuhu...

He said even more, and i quote :

"Here, there is democracy," Nazri said, stressing that the democratic principles in this country are practiced through the electoral process.

"It is unfair for the opposition to drag the King into the picture. Don’t drag the king into the picture," he said

"The King supports us. The rakyat supports us, that is why they (the Opposition) are afraid of facing the upcoming election."

My comment :

Yeah.. 'there is democracy' and it is ONLY through the electoral process. What about free speech democracy, media streamlined democracy and even bloggers are not transparent to this democracy *sigh* Again, WHAT IS DEMOCRACY?

Hmmm.. i wonder why is it unfair to drag the King into the picture??? Malaysia kan demokrasi berparlimen & Raja Berpelembagaan. The His Majesty and Sultans are legitimate to form an opinion on any misconduct which fall within their power. So, why not? What was claimed by the peolple is not the opposition to rule, but a fair and clean election.. i guess, maybe some people prefer not to understand *sigh*...

For me, the issue is not about the party... it's about leadership.. A party will always remain as a party, however a leadership will make a difference.