Wednesday, 16 April 2008

A sad journey of Sufiah Yusof

Huhuhuhu.. punya la lama aku tak apdet blog aku nih... bihzi layan citer manjang skng nih... Hohohohoho.. sesuatuh sgts.. Nway, dah lama aku nak apdet citer yang agak basi ni, sebab bizi layan ghost, sindarela apa segala series kan... tapi nak apdet gak la skang...

The whole mesia gempak pasal kes Sufiah Yusuf recently kan... Ari tu dengar Dr Mashitah nak datang kunun2 nak membantu tapi cam tak muncul2 lak.. tapi bagus gak, jgn abiskan duit taxpayer for a British citizen... Dr Mashitah dulu pun pernah keluarkan fatwa kontrovesi 'pelacuran di'halal'kan jika darurat'.. Mana la dia belajar, isk..isk.. mungkin berkonsepkan Islam Hadari kot.. wallahualam... Anyway, when i first read the news on The Telegraph it was a regrettable facts for me... I pity her for what she had went through and the price she needs to pay being a prodigy. But few days later, News of World revealed her confession on how she enjoys her new life and 'career' without feeling ashamed about it.. Rasa simpati aku hilang terus.. She's doing a part time master in economic, so is her first degree is just a total waste?

I like to quote on her ex-husband comment, "My view is that people can blame childhood to a certain extent, but there also comes a point where you have to take responsibility for your own actions." Absolutely.. she knows exactly what she's doing. Having said that, only an immature, blockhead person willing to ruin their own future when hundred other options laid freely in front of them.

Here are some of her comments :

"People think escorting is sleazy and terrible but I don't see it like that,"

Yup2... she sees it as a glamorous 'career'. Well, describing it as escorting does not put you a level higher than a hooker cause as long as you trade a sex with money, it is callled a prostitute. In reality, it is not as glamorous as you thought it is.


"I'm a Primark and Topshop girl normally! I felt like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman."

Firstly, I'm a Primark and Topshop girl tooooo... Kecik ati occay ngan statement itew.. tapi skng tukar HnM lak.. hihihi... Nway, but because you are treated like a princess, shopping for Gucci and 'friends', it doesn't mean you will end up as Vivian Ward in Pretty Woman. That's so shallow.. You will only continue to trap yourself deeper in this vice industry and the further you go, the harder you could find a way out.


"It's like they want to rescue me. One man asked me how much I earned a year. I said £60,000. He told me, ‘I'll pay that amount straight into your bank and buy you a flat and you can be my mistress."

Dapat offer jadi Fatin dalam Spa Q... hohohoh.. In other words, she's a hot stuff la kiranya...


"From 11, I was studying maths all the time. I didn't have any friends. I wasn't in the Brownies. My father said they didn't teach Muslim values. I hardly ever played with other children."

Her childhood was robbed by her father after he was release from jail for mortgage fraud. But how long must you keep on blaming on this?? If you guys are interested to read the true colour of Yusof's family from the misconception circulating in the media, their blog is here.


"I don't want to take anything away from people who do jobs like that but it's not for me. I have a nice life. I don't want for anything."

The nice life you're enjoying will not last long... 10 year or maybe 5 years from now, jumlah sugar daddy pun tah2 berkurang.. gagagaga... Dah la she's working as an escorts under an agency... although she got paid 1000 pound skali pun entah baper puluh % yg agency tu ambik.. hmmm.. tatau la dia wat math ke tak untuk tu sumer...


Apepun, her life journey so far is just a typical situation macam anak2 gadis kat mesia atau kat mana2 negara yg terpesong2 disebabkan kesempitan hidup, masalah keluarga dan mencari identiti diri... Rasanya, tak berbaloi pun nak menghabiskan duit rakyat atas dasar KITA PRIHATIN walaupun untuk warga asing padahal takde pun apa2 contribution dari Sufiah mahupun keluarga Yusuf sendiri terhadap negara kita. There are more Sufiahs in our own country and don't they deserve the same treatment as what was promised for Sufiah? Jangan la jadi cam kes tsunami dulu, kutip derma ratus2 ribu nak tolong org luar, tapi mangsa2 tempatan sampai skang pun rumah yang dijanjikan tak sesempurna dikata. Aku nak jadi Karam Singh Walia sat, "KERA DI HUTAN DISUSUKAN, ANAK DI RUMAH DIBIAR KELAPARAN".... akaakakakaka

Walaupun aku bunyi cam anti je kempen selamatkan Sufiah ni, but as a Muslim sister marilah kita sama2 mendoakan semoga suatu hari nanti dia akan kembali ke pangkal jalan.



Daaaaaaaaa..........

Saturday, 5 April 2008

A dizzy dreams

Emmm.. yesterday was my last exam.. Possibly was the last exam in my life.. Preparation?? macam biasa la.. bagi la aku sebulan sebelum peksa pun, last-last 2 ari sebelum peksa gak baru aku study... Heeee... cam siot je soklan wajib die suh jawab based on journal dia kasi.. Journal tu ko baca 5 kali pun blum tentu paham occay!! Huhuhuh.... whatever it is, finally it was over.. a big relief for me and all i have to worry for now is my dissertation... dah bosan sial blajar...

Dulu, masa interview MARA, org tu soal naper nak sambung blaja since gaji dah sedap... aku bagi jawapan cliche cam orang-orang lain yang desperate nak scholar. Plastik sangatsssss!! Where would i be if at that moment i accept the internal transfer job offered in Kulim site?? I have no idea... i just have to make a choice and go for it... Bila takde tu takde betul... bila datang tu macam2 yang datang... Main point kena bersyukur jerk... Hahahah.. korang tahu tak aku kena laser ngan dak sini sebab tak decline tul2 offer USM ari tu... Katanya kalau aku decline at least derang leh open my place for someone else.. :$ betul la katanya.. tapi aku cam malas nak melakukan kontek mengontek nih... plus offer tu pun mati after 2 years.. bulan 9 ni masuk la 2 years.. so biar mati camtu jer, voleyyy??... huhuhuh..

Nway, I'm still not sure the path i wanna take after i'm back by end of this year.. Niat di hati mesti la nak jadi minah kilang balik.. :P... macam target group B jah!!! Hahahahah... tapi group ko bihzi bangatsss kannnn B?? mungkin aku kena letak alternatif HR... agagagga... leh wat aksi drag queen bancuh kopi pepagi... wakakakakaka.. Aku ingat nak mencari kaedah la nak work from home.. ade gak hajat hati nak gi kursus irfan khairi sebagai permulaan sambil2 bekerja tu.. ari tu terpikir gak asal la aku tak ambik kursus masakan ke, jadi chef ke... hahahhaha... aku suker memasak, kadang2 rasa terror lak memasak... wakakakakak... :$ Masa aku wat burger ari tu, muz cakap McD leh tutup.. bila wat french bread sandwich, subway lak leh tutup.. Haiyoooo.. seusuatuhhh sangatsss.. kalau wat cheese cake, secret recipe kena tutupkah???? Ayam madu cinnamon aku korang lum try lagiiii... Jaga2 kenny rogers!!! wakakakaka.. takde motif sangatsss..

Nih aku kasi sample home made burger aku wat ari tu... Leh cramp mulut ko nak nganga makan burger nih... hoh!



'Goals are dreams with deadlines'... Haaaa... aku suka quote nih... akakaka... sebab aku ada target... nak mencapai financial freedom (let the money works for me)... masalahnyer aku tatau bile nak tercapai... perlukah aku target by 45? hmmmm... aku ada 18 tahun lagi tu... huhuhuh... lama sungguh... itu kalau gigih berusaha, kalau sedang2 jerk... dah dapat cucu kot baru free.. *mak nanges*.. lain la kalau aku Zoela dalam Sindarela tu... by 21 dah ada 100 juta.. haiyooo, dongeng sangatss...!!

Takpelah, yang penting aku kena balik mesia dulu.. penting sungguh bab tu.. pastu baru leh wat intensive planning... hohohoho...

*apdet cuti-cuti aku insya Allah next week yer... Heeeee....

Tata...

Sunday, 30 March 2008

Europe Tour - The Preview























More updates will be coming up sooonnn... for now, i need a loooonnnngggg revivification... My 'heater bergerak' dah balikkkk!!... UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......


Monday, 17 March 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!


Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To You


Happy Birthday To My Sayang


Happy Birthday To Youuuuuu.....


Clap2... yeayyy!! ada hamster antar kek... gagaga..





Sian my hubby sedang gigih berhempas pulas nak siapkan keja sebelum choti-choti sampai jadi macam ni dah..... hohohohoh...




Tapi takpela... nanti lagi dua hari dah leh telentang cam ni laksss.... kekekekekekek

*Opppssss.. matila dua-dua pakai bikini...... *lariiikkk


MUAH MUAH DEAR!


Tuesday, 11 March 2008

I'm travelling sooonnn... yabedabeduuuu

Aku ada announcement to make... AKU DAH TAKDE KELAS!! Phhheeeeewwwwiiittt... Last Friday was my final presentation and i did quite well actually :P... Hehehehe... I can't believe i'm halfway through my Master's already.. tinggal projek jerrrr!! Tak sabarnyer nak naik MAS balikkkk... wakakakaka... Nanti balik ada agenda lain plak.. Hohohoho... I likeeeeee!!

Sooooo.... bila orang takde kelas, maka ada la aktivity2 sampingan seperti PROGRAM JALAN-JALAN. akaakakakakak... jangan mare :P. Aku nak menghabiskan duit rakyat nih... ingat KJ je ke leh wat... hohohoh.. Tadi gatal2 me'map'kan my visited cities and unexpectedly rupanya i went to more than 31 cities in 8 countries worldwide dah.. hohoho... ni nak tambah lagiiiii :D heeeeeeeee... Dulu aku angan2 every year pegi 1 country, nanti dah tua dah ala2 jelajah dunia dah... star sangatsss.. wakakakaka.....





Next week my sayang nak datang.. HOHOHORRAAYY!! Rendu.. renduu... kalau heater aku rosak pun takpe time tu... wakakakakakakka... seusatuh sangatsss!!! Nanti leh jugets jugetss macam niiieeeee.... emmmm yum2



This is our first backpacking experience and memang we did a very detailed research la nak carik best value for our money.. I can say that the total i will spend for this upcoming travel is much cheaper compared to my travel in Aussie last year. Tapi tatau la kalau tetiba kena spend more money plak along the way kan... Hahahaha..

Anyway, these are some of the places where we'll be leaving our footprints in memories.... insya Allah


Manchester theater of dreams

City of Bath


Stonehenge


City of London

London will be our longest stay sebenarnya. We'll try to cover as much attractions as possible ngan London pass kamiiiiii.... :D Heeeeee... There are so much to see and experience.. Pastu i want to enjoy London city di waktu malam, bulan mengambangggg... hohohoho...

And our last city nanti will be.....

Jeng....



Jeng....




Jengggggg...........




PARISSSS!!
Hahahaha... Best kan kan kan.... Dating2 kat Eiffle... wakakakka :P... nak karaoke pun boleh kat sini.. Hohohoho...

We'll be leaving London early morning by eurotrain heading to Paris.. Kitaorang spend 2 days kat sini to explore the city habis2an... Hohohoho.... Kalau sempat i want to see Monalisa baybehhhh!!!

Lepas dah enjoy2 abiskan duit... balik la Manchester... gagagagaga... nanti i will update bout the trip occay.. i'll make sure penuh ngan muka aku dan suami terchentaa... :P

Anyway, this will not be the end of my exploration journey.. there are so much amazing places in my list so far.. waiting for the right time to go... Hehehehe...

Till then, cheers!!







Saturday, 8 March 2008

Pilihanraya Umum ke 12

Finally, the day for Malaysian to excercise their rights has come. Aku tak memangkah :P.. I woke up this morning and the first thing i did was keep up with the current election result. I know this election is a BIG hit for the goverment after 50 years. Although as predicted BN will continue to win but it's going to be a pungent competition for 2/3 majority in parliment seats. Some result are expected like Samy Vellu downfall (mahathir pun tau pencen... innadeyyy!!), Zainuddin Maidin's lost and KJ to win in Rembau.. However, there are also some of the result that amused me and i felt that the solidarity of new Malaysian has been displayed without doubt. 5 states were lost to the oppositions including Penang and Selangor.. Surprise! Surprise! Makkal sakti sangatssss.... :P

Pak Lah tak boleh tidur lagi.. The people has speak and it is time for reformation.. This is a tremendous lost since 1969, jangan sampai peristiwa 13 May berulang lagi... For the opposition, i hope action will be taken with integrity to every promises being said before. Jangan seperti melepaskan batuk di tangga. You were given chances to prove what can be done for the people who supports you therefore we shall be expecting to see the achievement in the next 5 years.

BTW, i really felt disgust with KJ victory in Rembau..Somehow i can sense from the beginning he did not win it clean.. This scumbag can do anything to get what he wants. One of the most corrupted person.. Dah la tiba2 ngaku orang nogori... Orang nogori kena maintain keturunan belah mak ok... Mak ekau orang utaro.. dengan orang kampung buleh la nak lantang2... takut la tu nak lawan kat kawasan bandar..

Anyway, i'm signing off for now...

Bye.

Sunday, 2 March 2008

Unfortunately....

There is still a b*tch b*thcing around...


Don't b*tch with me.....

Thursday, 28 February 2008

I was BUZZZEDD!!!

Hohoho...

Last night about 10 minutes to 1 am aku experienced gegaran paling kuat penah aku rasa...BUZZZZ!! sangatsss... huhuhu.. konpius gak sebab katil started shaking... KUAT!! pastu dinding pun leh rasa gegar and my ceiling makes some funny sound, the roof maybe (sebbaik tak collapse)... Masa tu i was watching series sambil chatting. Memang panik for a minute.. Tp my flatmates suma dah tido mati kan so takde sape nak panik skali.. gagagagga... Most of the time in campus we are trained with fire drill, but no one ever thought of doing 'earthquake drill' kah (matila tiap2 kali training kena goncang building... akakakakaka) Aku pernah citer tak recently ada fire drill gatai2 kul 3 pagi.. and it was for two days in a row membuatkan aku rasa nak geget2 warden tu sebab i couldn't get a sleep after the irritating 'KRINGGG!!' sound for 15 min.. I never knew Britain termasuk dalam lingkaran gempa bumi nih.. the next day it was reported as the biggest earthquake in UK for nearly 25 years.. ada dak Sheffield sorang injured sbb chimney die runtuh.. huhuh.. takut2... Apepun, alhamdulillah la takde ape2 buruk jadi.. dah la hasben jauh, mak jauh, ayah jauh, KB2 jauh... uhuk2.. aku pun tak sempat nak insaf lagi.. hohohhoho...

I felt the tremor just for earthquake 5.2 scala ritcher... tu pun cuak... i couldnt imagine the earthquake kat Sumatera recently with 7.2 magnitude and the 9.0 earthquake driven tsunami on Dec 2004 kat Banda Acheh, Sumatera which eventually tempias to Malaysia and made a history for the decade. The aftermath was devastating with more than 170 000 people dead or missing..It is a misery to see the destroyed homes, damages, people especially the children left homeless and without access to essential services, struggling for food and sympathy. I can't imagine if that happened to Malaysia, thus i can't imagine if my family and i have to go through that (nauzubillah.. mintak dijauhkan).

Dulu masa tsunami hits Banda Acheh, my mom aka Auntie Zainon ye kawan2.. kakakaka... pernah offer nak join ke USM medical and dental relief team pegi sana sebab masa tu opening for volunteers.. skali ngan MERCY time tu.. I wanted to go at that time sebab Auntie Zainon pun nak pegi.. Dulu aku teringin sangat to be a part of volunteering group, macam MERCY, i still do actually.. I am really inspired with the people behind MERCY sebab aku rasa their courage is tremendous and assuming that responsibility sincerely memang susah nak buat.. I wanted to go dulu apart from nak volunteer i wish to experience myself, tengok dengan mata kepala sendiri how bad is the suffering, how the people continue to move own.. sedih tapi it will make us be more thankful of what we have and enjoy so far...


The boxes are their 'toys'


Panjang kan citer di atas, but unfortunately lepas few week Auntie Zainon offer tu, dia cakap kat i lak she couldn't go because of her age and health concern.. sebab kena wat medical check up dulu.. My mom is healthy, she's 60 but she look like 40 occayy..:P.. tapi from an advise, the situation there memang unexpectedly horrible la.. sebab a lot of corpses tanam ramai2, water supply is improper so basically desesases is alarmless. Nak jadi citer, trus Auntie Zainon cakap kat i takyah gi la jugak... hahahahah... star sangats kan sebab takut kena penyakit jugak walaupun aku tak pegi lagi medical check up.. sesuatuh sangatssss.. takpe la, takde rezeki lagi.

Eventhough i couldn't make it for this, another door open.. I joint Intel Volunteer to help cleaning Pulau Betong village kat Balik Pulau yang kena tsunami jugak.. Although it's not much, it was a great feeling to put some effort in helping others or 'strangers' for the sake of humanity. :D..

Cheers!!

Saturday, 23 February 2008

Project Runway S04

Just thought of being lazy for a while... so i search for Project Runway episodes which i've missed for a catch up. I just love this show since the first season... The show is really... emm.. gay i think.. hohoho.. but admit it the 'gays' who really make the show interesting.. :P Anyway, i care less of it.. I just love to watch people putting their creativity into pieces of every challenge.

For this season my pick is Christian Siriano, the youngest designer of all :).

FIERCE!!.. His hair just speaks for him. He is hillarious... aku takleh lupa for challange untuk WWE costume, masa dalam sewing room and they're chatting about their 'Diva' aka WWE superhero and he choose 'Ferocia Cotura and her moves is she sprays girls in eyes with hairspray'... Gagah sangatss kann?? Gagagaga..

From all his collection i think i love the Levi's outfit he made and the Avant Garde look he created with Chris. The Levi's outfit was wild and edgy, tapi sayang la tak menang... Ricky kaki nangis tu menang... huhuhu.. I love his aesthetic sense (sangat imaginatif) yet i can't deny sometimes he's being obnoxious and adorable at the same time... IMAH sangatssss!! Tanpa was-was... Laser2 dia pun jadi fan's favourite occayyy... dapat 10k...



I got a feeling he will steal the show during the Fashion Week and win it all.. For the competitors, i thought Jillian and Rami is more on sophisticated and wearable kind of collection... Jillian do make surprises but i don't favor her design. Rami will continue to draped.. awal2 tengok cantik la... after few episodes i started to get bored with his pieces.. This guy really need to get out of his comfort zone and start taking risk.. For Chris, he may give some artistic competition with Christian but he's more on costume design... kadang2 tu takleh bayang sape nak pakai baju die selain model tu... nevertheless, i appreciate the dramatic and entertaining touch in his design... hohohohoh...

So basically, i really wish Christian will come out with something unpredictible kind of master piece... GO GO CHRISTIAN!! *pom pom gurl sgtssss*

Sunday, 17 February 2008

I shop and I shop... it's really scary!!

OMG!!!... OMG and OMG again...

Yesterday, I went to the city with a main purpose of getting a bottle of 'KICAP KIPAS UDANG' at china town... Instead of buying this yummy kicap ONLY...

I found myself swiping my credit cards from one item to another in each store i went...

It started with something really small and cheap... like this...


to a medium size item like A PAIR OF SHOES...



to this...


sweatshirt tuk my muzzie nak jalan2 London nanti... hikhikhik



continue to snowball...




and finally end up with this shopping handbag....

i bought this bag sebab rasa it's big enough nak isi stok makanan and mineral water tuk jalan2 bulan depan... and of course sebab rambu ramba besi tu... :P hehehe...





By the end of the day,



I REALLY THOUGHT OF CUTTING MY CREDIT CARDS INTO TWO :-S ..